Alritez.. Gt a new skin..
I haf been trying to find a simple blog skin without dark backgrounds etc.
This is the best i can find at the moment..

Sometimes.. U jz gotta admit that life sucks..
You can be a happy man yesterday.. And today u're here lying here helplessly thinking hw u lost every single thing u once had..
U cant get angry over anything that this had happen to u.. Cuz.. It's fate..
After a serious brainstorm.. We'll end up blaming ourselves.. It's normal..

As for me..
Life sucks as usual..
Sometimes i wondered.. Why were we sent down to earth..
To suffer?? Or to enjoy??
I haf no idea..

I was told i was a honest man.. I burst into laughter immediately..
U shld knw why..
Up till now..
I even lied to myself.. Knwing that it's wrong. I said it's ok to myself..

Yes.. I'm loyal to my frenz but i'm nt always honest..
Sometimes.. We shld jz keep our mouth shut if we still wan to remain as friends..
There's always a limit to everything..
If ur fren said "stop it!" in a serious manner.. I think it's about time u stop ur nonsense and wake up..
(No.. I'm not trying to imply on something nor shooting anybody..)

Betrayal..
Who hasn't betrayed any of their frens b4..
I can understand guys betraying their frens for girls..
But definitely NOT for money..
Which i think none of my frenz now will betray me for that as i haf no money myself lol..
However.. I was once betrayed by my best buddy..
He ganged up wif some other guy to con me..
I wondered.. Does he ever feel guilty??

I once betrayed some1..
For the good of my bestie..
Which obviously made me felt guilty for the rest of my life..
I would never dare to look into her eyes even if i met her in the streets as i knw i did something wrong..

Life sucks.. There will always be a hard decison for you to make..
I wished that i could haf all the options given to me..
However.. I could only choose 1 and abandon the rest..

Alritez.. I shall stop here for today..
Gotta meet jas, yongbeng and the rest of the gang early in the morning..
I'm off to bed..
Ciao~~