Im seriously in a veri bad mood these few days..
I haf mood swings every now and then.. I think im crazy.. At the moment..
Maybe it's all the stress and sleepless nights that causes this..
As usual.. fingers are always pointing at me everytime..
Everything is my fault.. Sigh.. I've had enuf of these..
If all of u think so.. Thn so be it.. Since it's always "majority wins"..
Even some pple whom are veri close to me..
Maybe im sensitive.. But i can feel sarcasm in the words they say..
Fine.. It's just me against the world..

Well.. Went out wif weihao and shenghao to powerhouse last friday..
I drank and smoked alot.. Even to the extend that i'm feeling giddy and vomiting..
Went wh's place after that..
Cuz i dun feel like going home.. I jz dun feel comfortable here..
How i wished i was still staying in yishun or hougang right now..
And with that.. I rotted 2 days away.. Not even a single bit of me is regretting it..

Can we fastforward the time and end this torturing year??
Or maybe.. revert the time to the past??? So that i can mend my mistakes and start all over again??
I know wad regret feels like..
I know how pple feel when they took 1 wrong step in their life..
We WISH FOR ARMAGEDDON!! We WISH FOR WORLD WAR 3!!
So that we can start all over again..
Yeah.. U want it?? Dream on!
Everything still haf to go along wif the plan of fate..

GGfied to my temper..
Especially when driving..
U better don't honk at me when u did something wrong against the highway code..
Or i'll probably get out of my car and f*k u up and down..

It's been a year or so.. Every since i started reading my horoscope from horoscope.com..
And i swear!! I've never seen the love bar full! Not even once!!
The love bar is the 3rd thing i'll scroll down to look for..
And obviously money is the 1st one LOL!

Anyways.. Went down to amk hub today and met wif tkk at arcade..
Den JiaQing and his bro came lisiaosiao lmao..
Those 2 jokers lol..
BlazBlue dominated by pros.. So playing it is totally out of the qns..
Without any other choice.. I spent my remaining tokens at the kof machine lol..
At least i'm nt afraid of pple challenging me in kof =S

Anyways.. I found out that my 1st day of school reopening crashed on the holiday trip to cameron highland.. WTFF!!
Well.. Pon few days wont die i suppose??

Long is coming out in jz a few hrs time...
Cant imagine how he looks like in botak mode LOL
Sooner or later it'll be my turn..
I'd better save a picture of my current hair style..
This shall do.. The last pict b4 my haircut..

Taken by jaslyn when we're in yb's car..
And apparently I stole it frm her profile -_-

I'm feeling extremely tired everytime i starts to blog..
If u noticed.. I always write a new post at midnight..
Which is the last thing i always do before i go to bed..
Which apparently.. In my half-conscious mode.. I would jz write out all the rubbish in my mind..

Anyways.. I've been going out wif Jaslyn, Yongbeng, Simon and Kelly for weeks..
We watched couple of movies and none of thm had disappoint us..
Last week was Drag me to Hell..
Cool movie.. Extremely scary even though the storyline doesnt make sense..
Some parts are so unexpected.. I had no choice but to cover my eyes while watching =S

As for today..
Had lunch with kenneth at amk.. Which supposingly tkk went to the arcade at the same time we went to eat.. -_-
Met up wif ouyang and ksh for some l4d at lan..
Ouyang's being a bitch LOL!!! He's so funni cuz every com he use got taiji 1..
But he's pro at shooting game.. Esp time crisis and all these stuffs.. -_-
At night.. I drove my family to E-hub..
We watched Ghost of Girlfriend's Past..
It was hilarious, cool & meaningful..
By the way.. E-hub looks cool.. But didnt get to shop around..

I happened to see this movie preview called Threads of Destiny..
Looks super cool la.. Gonna watch it as soon as it is out..

And finally.. Longmang is coming out this friday woohoo..
I bet he cant wait to read his porno's under his bed lolol..
Outing not organized yet.. Suggestions are welcome =D

Alritez.. Gt a new skin..
I haf been trying to find a simple blog skin without dark backgrounds etc.
This is the best i can find at the moment..

Sometimes.. U jz gotta admit that life sucks..
You can be a happy man yesterday.. And today u're here lying here helplessly thinking hw u lost every single thing u once had..
U cant get angry over anything that this had happen to u.. Cuz.. It's fate..
After a serious brainstorm.. We'll end up blaming ourselves.. It's normal..

As for me..
Life sucks as usual..
Sometimes i wondered.. Why were we sent down to earth..
To suffer?? Or to enjoy??
I haf no idea..

I was told i was a honest man.. I burst into laughter immediately..
U shld knw why..
Up till now..
I even lied to myself.. Knwing that it's wrong. I said it's ok to myself..

Yes.. I'm loyal to my frenz but i'm nt always honest..
Sometimes.. We shld jz keep our mouth shut if we still wan to remain as friends..
There's always a limit to everything..
If ur fren said "stop it!" in a serious manner.. I think it's about time u stop ur nonsense and wake up..
(No.. I'm not trying to imply on something nor shooting anybody..)

Betrayal..
Who hasn't betrayed any of their frens b4..
I can understand guys betraying their frens for girls..
But definitely NOT for money..
Which i think none of my frenz now will betray me for that as i haf no money myself lol..
However.. I was once betrayed by my best buddy..
He ganged up wif some other guy to con me..
I wondered.. Does he ever feel guilty??

I once betrayed some1..
For the good of my bestie..
Which obviously made me felt guilty for the rest of my life..
I would never dare to look into her eyes even if i met her in the streets as i knw i did something wrong..

Life sucks.. There will always be a hard decison for you to make..
I wished that i could haf all the options given to me..
However.. I could only choose 1 and abandon the rest..

Alritez.. I shall stop here for today..
Gotta meet jas, yongbeng and the rest of the gang early in the morning..
I'm off to bed..
Ciao~~

There will be always a price to pay in return for something good..
I got my hair cut to the length that is even shorter thn those secondary school kids jz to leave a neat and clean impression..

I've been unlucky for almost the whole of the past 6 months..
And finally something good happened today..
My tester was late for 15mins..
And my test was simply jz move around the circuit once and turn into ubi ave 3 and that's all..
Everything was smooth and i passed the whole TP without any trouble..
Thank god that thrs no lisiaosiao drivers out thr..

I've always thought that wad my frens told me abt the hair thingy was jz a rumor..
But it turned out to be true.. =_=
None of those long hair bengs passed their test..
I'm glad that i got my hair cut earlier..
It's a good trade since the whole practical session costs a large amount of money..
I wont wanna restart the whole thing and learn again =_=

Anyways.. I went IMM wif my family today..
While having lunch in the kopitiam.. There was a giant rat running around the whole kopitiam lol..
Thn there was this "kallang wave" screaming.. I can just feel it.. Coming frm the end to the other end.. -_-

Oh yeah.. P plate is up in my dad's car..
I can start driving anytime after i learn how to do parking.. =S

wth is going on with the weather these few days -_-
It's getting hotter and hotter nowadays..
I remember checking the temperature few days back in yongbeng's car..
And it's god damned 41 degrees..

Oh yeah.. finally outing with yongbeng and gang once again..
It's been so long that i've last seen their faces lmao..
We went expo for the food fair.. The foods seems delicious.. But not tempting to me at all..
We hurried back to PLazaSing after the food fair lol..
And as expected.. The road is jammed..
We were slightly late when we reached.. But it's still showing some ads..
We accompanied the gals to bugis street after the movie for some ladies items which doesnt look interesting to us guys lolz...

Dined at this restaurant in jubilee at nite..
The bubbletea is friggin expensive la.. $9++ per cup.. zomfg..
Yongbeng keep shooting thm until they offered us free drinks LOL!
After that we send simon home and head off to jaslyn's place..
Due to the EXTREMELY HOT weather.. Her room became a microwave oven la.. Super hot sia.. And i think the air con is down at the moment.. Sad..
And yeah.. We played monopoly for awhile and we suggested to stop it since it's never ending lmao..
Got a ride home in Jeremy's HondaFit hehe^^

I went to amk arcade ytd..
Seriously they shld get some1 to fix the kof machine or at least put a "spoilt" tag on it or something..
The C button hasn't been working for like few weeks already and nobody even bother to get it fixed...
I saw a guy pointing double middle finger( _|_ (*_*) _|_)at the machine cuz the button is spoilt LOL!!

Anyways.. I failed to save up my pocket money today..
I happened to walk pass my favourite chicken rice stall today..
And i SPENT every single cents i haf in my pocket ordering all my favourite foods lol..
I just cant resist temptation -_-
Gotta try harder next time =S